So.... The plan,

Is all laid out, not complete but the outline looks good
I have "goals" now, So that's good
I still don't exactly feel like myself,
at least the version I'm most familiar with
I guess this means the old skins are shed,
and I'm just this raw being ready to begin
It's not at all easy. Still really tense. Hard to think
But we've got
-Honesty
-Realism
-Optimism
-Boldness
-Self-esteem
Among other things. A promise to open up, and reach out
Care about the ones who care about me
Break the isolation and make plans, and keep them
And a promise to "leave the past in the past,
and lace up a new set of shoe strings."
Let go
Let go
Let go
To forgive

So much to remember...