Again, with the enneagram thing

why does it upset me so much that I can't just have a type?
Everytime I take that stupid test I get mixed, various results
I can't even answer the questions, because I'm unsure of the answers

how about I must be sure of the answers to be happy? Is there a type for that?

Well

I'm having a hard time accepting that just because i'm not unhappy anymore, it doesn't mean that I suddenly have a flawless grasp on who I am like I used to.
Yeah, I was wrong, and mean, and self-centered, and judgemental....
but at least I knew it. Knew myself.

Do you prefer the new mackenzie or the old one?
It's probably not possible to say yet.
But I wanna make sure you know them both very well.