watched zoolander today, loved it naturally. Everything is funnier at Jeff's house, though.
lately, i've been listening to so much Bright Eyes. At night, mainly
Songs I never bothered with that I got from Saskia's limewire, I finally paid attention to....
I only have two weeks to read Bless Me Ultima.
I'm beginning to feel more and more nervous and less excited for this high school thing. I don't know, it's that thing that inhibites me. When I meet new people and go new places I hold myself back until the novelty fades. I'd love to just jump in. Feel all fearless and be bold despite the doubts. It's stupid, really. Very much so
Whatever. I'm tired and bored. My default setting. My hair needs washed.... tomorrow's wednesday and I don't plan to do anything. Which is no better or worse than doing something. I'm totally lethargic now, I just don't care if I sit around, it's inescapable. I wish I could just take some sedatives and be out for a few days. But I still need to read those books.
BLAHHHH okay. bye
