"a refreshing wind

a warm fire"

a liar

yo i changed it for pottermore

ya still read your blog don't tallllkkkk about me k cool

"I'm not sure if I can find words that give all the meaning justice, but I can say that I'm content. Even though the road stops here, even though the stitches between us all will be ripped and changed, altered and disconnected, I'm content with what we've learned here and the fact that for this short time, we were together."

there's a reason i never look at you in the hallway

graduate so i never have to see your face again,
yes, i'm talking to you

i'm a cold bitter bitch
a blue-fingered monster
no red in my blood just a dead stare
no smoke in my lungs but i'm begging for more

i fucking flushed it down the toilet
potential locked in a drawer for later, maybe never
i'm only a crooked path to being just like him
a selfish leech who can't even send a mother's day card

she annoys me and i ignore his texts
they're few and far between anyway right?
i'm chasing a persona i'll never embody
rap songs and a sour attitude, the word hate and a silent soul

i'm still here somewhere under this mask of apathy
i promise i love you somewhere, sometimes
but for now i'm trying to be everything you aren't:
a let down, a fuck-up, a fake, a failure