You're right. And I'm sorry i'm this piece of shit person these days who is so heavily concentrated on myself and how awful i am that I can't take a minute to be a friend.
I didn't used to be this way.
I'm sorry I can't make myself be enough,
because I know I can and i know I should
and I HATE myself for NOT BEING ENOUGH
I hate myself for not getting myself up off the floor and moving.
You will never be as mad at me as I am. I fucking promise you that.