I'm busy

and my brain is tangled
and i'm taking risks
and going to that dance, and getting in that car...
stepping out of the lines I drew myself
I don't want to be School, homework, bed, repeat anymore
and I won't be
and it's scary
and my "cancer rising" want to creep back to the beginning and sit at home all day long,
my inertia is powerful and I'm yerning for the comfort of my normal routine
yes, the one that contributed to misery
it's a catch 22 -- Be horribly low, be secure doing it?
But I will do it
I will do it
And I
Will achieve