I just realized

I used to be constantly cold
it was something I could count on - the icy touch of my fingers on my neck, the stark chill in my toes. Shivering my way to first period, clutching my core, searching for the warmth inside

Maybe blame it one the season, but
That feeling has passed... Unnoticed, it took a ghostly silent step out the door and it was replaced by a rewarding perpetual warmth. Stemming from inside my, glowing all around me, keeping me stable, content, and safe.

Spring's here, I guess. Everywhere