a reason to feel like this
and i'm fighting it but I still don't feel good
And now there's truthfully little difference between my perception and reality
because everywhere i look, something's broken
somethings bad
and somethings never going to be what it was
and i miss you
and i miss me, too
but mostly i miss the feeling that i'm the least sane in the room
but now i know we're all at the same level,
bouncing off each other negatively and eternally until we find a way to fix it
until i find a way to fix it