Haha

I still come here

sorry blogger

i guess youre just too heavy with bad memories
and now, youre empty! we're pretty much gone
found something a little more fun
we'll still visit but not because we want to still be here or anything
dont worry, i know how you feel

...
..
bye <3

i'm so

heavy
heavy
heavy in your arms

i give up

blue cant be enough without red
red cant be enough without blue
they both need eachother's influence
in some form or another

i will take whatever form works best
and i will be happy with that

right now,

i am alone, and im happy

it comes down to

when i look at your life, i would like to be a part of it
but im almost positive it wouldn't be possible

me rejecting you is a bad feeling that never lasts
you rejecting me is a bad feeling that never left
except, when did you reject me?
the you in my head, she rejects me

and i think god she's so interesting, so old
so beautiful... i'd like to be friends with her
i never percieved you that way because you were riddled
with weakness
but now, i just cant see your weakness as weakness at all
because youre excellent at making it disappear

its jealousy, somehow
and im disgusted with myself for that

and shit
i cant even finish this