me rejecting you is a bad feeling that never lasts
you rejecting me is a bad feeling that never left
except, when did you reject me?
the you in my head, she rejects me

and i think god she's so interesting, so old
so beautiful... i'd like to be friends with her
i never percieved you that way because you were riddled
with weakness
but now, i just cant see your weakness as weakness at all
because youre excellent at making it disappear

its jealousy, somehow
and im disgusted with myself for that

and shit
i cant even finish this