a day of nothing

is still frustrating

um

has no one else but me updated since the 21st?
WHAT UP guys get with it
move it or lose it
get the lead out
UPDATE plz

Thurs.

one more tally mark,
one more check
3 days till spring and then....
then what?
it seems silly i guess to put so much faith into a month
but leaves will come back and the frost will slide off
and there'll be sun
that's what matters
sun
Because It's a pattern for me
I know in march, things get better
And once the last little bit of winter dissapates
i'll be free of this season forever
i'm better now, all that's left is the weather
clouds'll open and i'll shake it all off, move on
get on with the summer songs

thursday...... [x] check

Wednesday

is nondescript with a drop of clarity
left over from last night
a page in a book but i'm trying to tell myself
that this will all be significant someday
somehow,
somehow the sun will still be around
when i rise for thursday
rub my eyes, crack my bones
stretch my arms and leave with mom
to play the same games
retrace my steps

a day is a grain of sand from a mountain
far far away
i'm the bird, and today is another day

I woke up

to sunlight
and slid through the day like silk and water
easy as blinking, when i keep everything at an arm's length
and it's tuesday and i'm mentally skipping weeks ahead
looking for landmarks
when really i know i'm cheating myself out of Now
But i'm new mackenzie and I don't really care
because if life isn't a flawless soap bubble
i don't have to be one either
pop, , , , ,
lets get real

Tuesday

I'm a bear
I'm a calm collected independant force-to-be-reckoned-with easy-going protective strong smarter-then-the-average
Bear
That never changed
I'm happy to realize that

wait for the future

In your eyes I see the eyes of somebody I knew before, long long, long ago.
But I'm still trying to make my mind up, am I free or am I tied up?

okay jack,
you said saskia was a colt,
hmm maybe
you said savannah was a sparrow,
agreed....
And you're a wolf
absolutely

so what am I?