ive never sand heavier words

Justin, until we meet again.
Until we meet again
I just wanna meet again

HAHAHA

THEM

I only want you to see

my favorite part of me. And not my ugly side.

Hey hey hey saskia is at camp all week and then she gets back saturday for BLuueee october concert. Can't beleive I'm actually going! It's gonna be incredible

Only a week from today I start school..... so there's that
I'm just really really bored now
this week i've been getting to know Justin a little better
he's greeat you know

I miss pod B
and mattthhh with jensen. And kims notes

History For Sale is incredible, sadder than I thought. Very different from Foiled
theyre all extremely different from Approaching Normal
ANyway that's pretty much all I have to say

mamamamamama

I

watched zoolander today, loved it naturally. Everything is funnier at Jeff's house, though.

lately, i've been listening to so much Bright Eyes. At night, mainly

Songs I never bothered with that I got from Saskia's limewire, I finally paid attention to....

I only have two weeks to read Bless Me Ultima.

I'm beginning to feel more and more nervous and less excited for this high school thing. I don't know, it's that thing that inhibites me. When I meet new people and go new places I hold myself back until the novelty fades. I'd love to just jump in. Feel all fearless and be bold despite the doubts. It's stupid, really. Very much so

Whatever. I'm tired and bored. My default setting. My hair needs washed.... tomorrow's wednesday and I don't plan to do anything. Which is no better or worse than doing something. I'm totally lethargic now, I just don't care if I sit around, it's inescapable. I wish I could just take some sedatives and be out for a few days. But I still need to read those books.

BLAHHHH okay. bye

I am too excited about

this

So I

was just looking at bro's facebook............. (he left it open)
it was pretty un shocking, usually i expect some big hairy secret like I USE POT or IM A SEX GOD or IM GAY
nothing unusual which is good. I'm such a bitch hahah searching through his dumb facebook
so intrusive
but I really know him..... and i mean HIM...... less than all his friends do. I'd like to know everything. what his LIFE is...... its the same vice-versa of course, except he just doesnt care.


maybe next year

13

reasons why


"thanks"