Thursday, January 7, 2010

God

get over it
and make things happen

(....directed to self........)

savannah I loved both your journals
jack tell me what your blog title means
saskia teell mee whhenn we can hang out

That goes for all of you though
I need to hang out with all of you
haha I just couldnt think of anything else i want sask to do and I want to tell her
;) ;) ;) ;)

savannah
sleepover
SOOn

Ssssokay?
Good

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

Minimal sleep in three days

kills my mood
i'm wondering if I can push it
see how tired I can get, see how sore my muscles can be,
see how late I can be for math, see how many resolutions I can break,
see how many lies I can justify, see how many promises I can retract,
see how many times I can say, "fine"
See how far I can go
Press my limits

Oh yeah, I'm sorry
I forgot for a moment that I was passed all that

Whatever mackenzie, I'm still not crazy about you
There is no try, there is only do and do not...........

Hi

I'm mackenzie.... I'm an aries, a moon-type person, and probably an unhealthy 8
well, sometimes healthy
I hate excersise and I like my comfort zone
and I'm still making mistakes
and I'm still trying to forgive myself for old ones
and I'm tired
and I'm not ready for the real world

Monday, January 4, 2010

In my dream

I was flying, and I had my eyes closed
I flew real close to the ground.... my hair barely skimming the earth
and everything around me was warm,
and I was at peace
Because I was safe, because I knew I wouldn't hit a single tree
And I didn't.

This feels important

I won't hit a single tree
Deep breathe, eyes closed, warm smile

I
will
be
fine


And I am. Finally.

Sunday, January 3, 2010

Okay, be angry

go ahead, you've earned it
but you'll see what I mean

Saturday, January 2, 2010

found this




liked it

Friday, January 1, 2010

Will you

please give me a break?
Just be patient.... please be patient for me
I'm still working out my flaws, calculating my plans.
Don't be so eager to lose faith in me
because you don't understand that I do want to make this better,
make this work
It's a new year,
a new girl
so you're just going to have to give me a new start