Saturday, December 5, 2009

words

are just words

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Friday, December 4, 2009

Myself and I

we share this barely beating heart of hurt.

dear heart,
stop beating

You and I

sat for an entire hour in silence,
because I didn't say a word
and you didn't say a word

I was having one of those days
one where I close my eyes, focusing on nothing but being gone
where everything I see, I want to destroy,
where I dare myself to hold my breath until I black out,
where I see myself for what I am - a ghost
with cold fingers, and a dead stare

And you left like you do everyday
but that's not what's important.
No. Not at all.

it's that I let you leave.

You and I sat for an entire hour in silence
because I didn't say a word
and you didn't say a word.

We've sat 5 months in silence,
because we won't say a word.

Wednesday, December 2, 2009

My conscience

is getting weaker
maybe for the time being, it's not such a bad thing

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Hey Um

HOW the f do you put music on yer blog

How wrong

will it be
until we develop a conscience?
Until I manifest myself into someone who can move, even an inch?
My question is:
Will the hurt build up so strong it becomes strength,
or wear me down a little more each day until I slip away completely?

Hey
I still don't like this
but I think you need to be alone
Alone to piece apart,
re-invent.....
Need time to start over without the pressure of the people around you
Because I dont want you to do it for me or her or him or them
but strictly for you
I want you to be the only reason for yourself